What does my dream about war mean?

Once in a while, I like to blog with a term from my dream dictionary, Dream Sight (Llewellyn Press, February 2011).  Usually, a dream I have had or heard from another person inspires me to pick a specific term and post it.  Recently, several people have shared with me their dreams that are either about war or taking place in war.  And, of course, we are all in a battle with our selves every day of our lives.  It is my hope that though dream work, each of us can be on the winning side of our own personal wars and emerge from the fray with our dignity in tact, more self-aware and conscious of who we really are.

With that, here’s “War/Battle.”


Universal Landscape:  Shifting boundaries.

Dreaming Lens:  Were you in a battle?  How much danger were you in?  Were you connected with others on your side, or were you close to the enemy?  Were you advancing the front line, or attempting to damage the resources of your enemy?  Did you know the cause for which you were fighting?

Personal Focus:  The object of war is for one entity to obtain the land and/or resources of another.  Therefore, war in a dream indicates change on such a large scale that it can only be accomplished by the use of major force.  Our world is a set of organized boundaries we know as countries.  Our psyches are divided in a similar way.  These boundaries are, ultimately, fluid.  Things change—sometimes dramatically—which leaves us feeling vulnerable.  When the change is sudden and violent, the unconscious may use a dream of war to express the enormity of the internal shift that’s occurring.

There is a distinction between war and battle.  War implies an ongoing state of flux whereas battle is the actual shift taking place in a small increment of upheaval and change.  If you dream of being in wartime, then your life may reflect a grand cycle of transformation that is currently taking place.

Most people living in America have never experienced wartime, but to live under the threat of war is to be in constant, hyper-awareness of danger lurking just about everywhere.  If this is the case in your dream, look to where in life your defenses might be running on high.  If you dream of an actual battle, then the immediacy of the symbolism implies something much more current in your waking life.  Look to where changes in boundaries are eminent, both in your outside world as well as within, as many battles are with ourselves.

Generally speaking, there are two points of focus for modern war: one is to advance the front line in either direction, essentially shifting the land borders between countries.  This connects symbolically to the establishment of boundaries that we must carve out each and every day of our lives.  The greater intensity of the war in your dreams, the more intense the daytime conflict being expressed is likely to be.

The other focus of war is to destroy the resources of the enemy.  This has a more complex symbolism as it involves invasion and aggression; qualities which imply assumption and risk.  When this is the focus of your dream, know that you are in some dark and dangerous territory.   If you knew the cause you were fighting for, you must add this information to your interpretation.

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29 Responses to What does my dream about war mean?

  1. Lucero Zavala January 25, 2015 at 6:39 am #

    What dose it mean when you dream with your recently deceased father (6mnths) that you are being held by large group of Army in a town and you already escaped but will go back because you will not leave without your father and the small group of people and you and your father and leading a small group of people as well, but completely surrounded by the army men who are now on high mountain’s and we are at the bottom trying to dodge bullets.

    sincerely, Lucero Zavala

  2. mo October 17, 2015 at 6:11 am #

    I’ve had crazy dreams about war. And even tho I only remember bits and pieces of those dream. Those bits and pieces stand out.
    1. I have a dream of me running home while balls of fire were falling from the sky and I was on the phone with my mom and she was telling me “hurry get home now! Get home!” It felt so real idk how to explain it but in the dream my thoughts were this is the end God is here. But when I woke war definitely was something I thought of as well.

    2. A second dream that is vivid is that we were in a middle of a war. Me and my older brother were guiding families to a certain room but kept telling them “we need to be quite or they will find us”

    3. One of my many vivid but most recent dreams was me and my mother running while things were getting bombed and I kept telling her “mom we can’t stop running we need to keep going”

    Idk I got so many trippy dreams idk if I’m doing this to myself. But I would like to speak with someone who knows a thing or 2 about the dreams I have

  3. Alice November 14, 2015 at 9:36 am #

    I had a dream similar to yours MO. In my dream there were gigantic concrete balls falling out of the sky and I wasnt the warrior or even fighting I was lik a jew in a modern ww2. When I woke up and started thinking about the dream it felt useless to hide from the enemy and from the boulders but then again what else was I supposed to do stand there and die? I feel like the places I was hiding behind like broken/ruined houses that were destroyed by the boulders and even stone or concrete tables/benches symbolizes comfort and that I needed comfort even if it was hopeless. I also felt like the elder sister (yet in real life I don’t have a sister) taking care of my sister as best as I could even though I always kept telling her to hide to close her eyes that it will pass and we won’t be killed at any second, I think I was pretty bad at that too. I remember her huddle into a little ball and if she couldve moved in The tight corners we had to squeeze into I knew she would sway back and forth. And I felt like I just stared at her but staring through her because it was easier to think that I didn’t know her and that that fact would cause less pain then the deceitful lies I told her. She cried, I didn’t. And in all this catastrophe it was a hot sunny day lik in a desert in winter, a pretty nice day with beautiful white clouds and green grass patches on the ground.

  4. Kylie January 4, 2016 at 1:19 pm #

    Well the dream I had was about hella people getting captured and tortured till they die.. And a bunch of russianers (I’m not trying to be racist) were bombing the united states. I got scared and hid at my friends house, they’re I just saw an image that they were finding out new ways how to torture the captured people. This is when I woke up and realized that it wasn’t real but it did feel like it. I remember seeing people I know getting killed and \ or running away. Idk who though. I feel like this is what america has come to and will receive in the future..

  5. Sebastian January 8, 2016 at 3:36 pm #

    I don’t know bout y’all but I’m 16 years old I have fucked up dreams every night the one war dream I rem very good is the time I was shooting at people we were in a small town and people were shooting so I starting shooting back and I remember one of my bullets hitting a person in the head like I could see the bullet in the air spirriling like a football I swear to god I shit u not on some matrix shit and it hit the person and he died ….like I didn’t know wtf I was doing g but nobody gonna kill me in my dreams 😂😂 frfr I have a bad dream every night bout something tryna kill me but I allways kill it or get away

  6. X February 5, 2016 at 6:10 pm #

    i dream abount enemy invasion and occupation of communist in my country since 1960s and a vison of many war involve communist agression in the south east asia.

  7. X February 5, 2016 at 8:50 pm #

    i dream about enemy invasion and occupation of communist in my country with civil war in 1960s and a vision of many war involve by communist countries aggression in the south east asia.

  8. Elizabeth February 15, 2016 at 5:22 pm #

    I just woke up from a war dream. It felt so real.. Korea & Iraq ( not being racist) were fighting for United States. It’s was big WAR! My family was running away in there car not know where they were going. Me I have my own little family. My husband and my two kids get in my mom car and we get stop by Iraq people. And they separated male and female. They took my husband and my 4 month old son. Not knowing where! They put me and my daughter in a banded house with tons of women. Then iraq men would come and choose a American women to sleep with. Me and my daughter some how ecape. Bombs were destroying towns and homes. I woke up and was wondering why I had this dream. Never in my life I had dreams of war…

  9. Lulu March 14, 2016 at 9:09 pm #

    Just now I had a dream where my country was attacked of a bunch of terrorists. There were missiles everywhere and I could clearly hear the explosion, not just once or twice but it was about ten times I think. Weird thing is that I could feel the vibration, as if the ground were actually shaking. I saw missile circling our home and I think it was not a normal missile because in my dream, it had some kind of sensor which could detect life around its orbit, and once it saw its prey, it would simply chase you. At some point the missile saw me and turned inside our house. I thought, “Okay. This is it,” but somehow we, my family and I, survived.

    Another thing is that I saw children being abducted and killed, like I was watching some kind of virtual reality. I saw the murder, whom I thought might be one of the terrorists, and then I saw something even weirder. There was two men, one of them was the terrorists, and a woman in a bathtub or something like that. Both men had ropes around their neck and it somehow worked like a see-saw. One man goes down, the other goes up. The thing is, the terrorist man killed the other man by going down, meaning that he pulled the other man up, so low that the rope on the other man’s neck tightened and he died. The terrorist man then stood up and went higher so that the other man was completely drowned in the tub. It seemed like bothe the terrorist and the woman had planned it beforehand because they looked happy when it’s done.

    One thing for sure is that the fear felt so real.

  10. iDreamOfReality March 17, 2016 at 9:50 pm #

    This is my dreaming experiences well. just one in particular. these dreams feel as real as reality right now as im sitting here at my desk typing up this entry. cheers.
    i have had a lot of dreams from different ages it seems 3 or 2 days ago i dreamed i was getting shipped into a fort and i was on a trolley there were friends there with me but ive never seen them in real life there was always a guy who picked on me a little bit most of the people i got shipped in with died on the first day i think because when i woke up to the alarm there bunks were empty and a lot of the dream still remains vivid and in parts but the parts that stand out is where the enemy has taken the wall and is now coming down the stairs into the courtyard area before the lean too roof thing. Now the unit i was in was called the knights and as i remember there was a senior for every unit and one of the seniors for the archer unit was Bellamy from the 100 it was weird as fuck but at the time i didn’t recognize him eventually when my unit is basically destroyed from constant battle i get put into this archer unit where i start going in and out of what the fuck was happening one moment i was on the wall shooting arrows the next i was in the court yard killing an enemy soldier with a knife into his stomach or i almost got hit by a axe wielding foe the only reason i was alive is because i caught the axe pole part before he could swing then i stabbed him the neck where his armur was weak his death face is still in my head. he had ginger hair and a beard. im sorry if my story differs a little here and there i cant fully remember it but im going to mention different parts at different times and if your still reading to this point id suggest you sit down and read the rest you may find it a bit interesting. OKAY I WILL NOW ONLY TALK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED IN THAT FUCKED DREAM.

    after the trolley we got off got showed to our bunks i had my eye on this blonde girl i came in on the trolley with but she was killed in the first battle i feel like i loved her but i couldn’t remember from where the enemy had ladders,siege towers and at some point n army of dark rabid creatures attacked i had no idea where these constant army’s came from but we kept getting new shipments of weapons supplies and soldiers it seemed the guy who picked on me had a girlfriend they were both native americans i never saw them when i was defending myself against factions of god knows what but after each battle id see them together in the courtyard area..come to think of it i dont really know how to describe this in words without drawing it for you but i can try there was a long wall and behind it a small area leading up to the what looked like a log roof thing but it had no walls just a ceiling and on the right side of that or left if your not on the wall is a small pond-ish area with a fountain i used to always walk over it to get to the wall i dont remember what i was doing before i walked over this area but i saw the two lovebirds there all the time i remember not seeing anyone die around me that i considered a friend but every time it happened my comrades from the trolley were gone group by group and at the end of the day the wall was lined with bodies of the fallen i killed alot of enemy soldiers buti had no idea who the fuck they were or why i was fighting them it was all really fucked and i can say afterwards i felt emotionally different like i witnessed a death of a loved partner or some shit like i went to the sink and washed my face i felt like i spent months or even years defending that wall but i never really understood why i was there or where i was before the trolley i have no memories of before being shipped in i blinked and i was on a trolley with oddly dressed looking id say knights but they had light chest armor and a more 30s-40s uniform look i looked down and i too was wearing one. i remember talking to the guy who picked on me girlfriend then he intervened and said trying with that game? or some shit i forget what i replied with but then BOOM CONSTANT DEATH AROUND ME every day i remember washing blood off myself or my weapon. i never had a weapon of choice at the start i had a sword but it was broken in the first clash after that i was using anything i could find on the ground….those are just flashes of what i remember but ive had other dreams like this with giant robotic exo suit things and ive had dreams im sitting in a foxhole and then i get shot and wake up i cant say what war or even if it exists but man…lady whoever ive only been able to remember stuff like this for about under a month it started with the exo suit thing robot whatever then it went to i was locked inside an endless virtual prison like i was locked in the internet i think for murder. ive had a lot darker dreams also but id rather not talk about those.. those are for me to tell no one

    That is my recent dream news for ya..sometimes i dont dream but others that shit happens ive done hours of research to look for an explanation but lets be honest here.. we may never have the tech to visually recreate or even understand dreaming but if we do i hypothesis that it will be within the next 200-400 years AND that is if we haven’t all died of a violent world war.

  11. Anonimum Maximus April 28, 2016 at 8:41 am #

    Well, i dreamt of being the field commanding leader of the invasion on my hometown. Though it is a small town with 5000 people, it seems useless to invade it. But it began small. I was walking trough the town at night as some sort of nightwatch. Suddenly a white dog attacks me and i began to defend myself, so i punched the dog a couple times, but it wouldnt stop. Then the owner came out of the house yelling to me that i need to back off from the dog. I tried to explain the dog attacked me but the owner shut the door en the dog stopped attacking and walked away. I felt angry because that owner wouldnt believe me because its his dog. And at that moment i saw 2 men coming out of a house which i didnt get along with in school.
    Than i began to walk further faster and i had some sort of satelite phone and i called in the invasion. First, many planes flew over the town and dropped paratroopers. They all landed spread out over the town. I couldnt see trough the buildings, but i just saw the troops everywhere. They began to destroy houses and capturing territory. All of sudden the towns troops appeared. They looked like american troops. (mine looked like german). Their troopes pushed us back to the point that we sat with 6 soldiers closed in on a square. As a last chance i called in more paratroopers, but instead footsoldiers arrived at the flanks of the town. Their troops needed to go there for defense and they just left us there. Then i looked on some sort of map and i saw we had 75% of the town captured and we were advancing.
    The soldiers and weaponry all looked like ww2 style

    Thats the end, and i have no idea what this means.

  12. eli June 6, 2016 at 1:06 pm #

    i had a dream of world war 2 project overload and instead of running out of the craft we ran into cause thats where we were safe. their were people and they wanted us to join them. so we ran and kept running until we found r safe place.

  13. Fayth Star June 8, 2016 at 5:17 am #

    I had a dream once where I was in a war and all my friends who are not my friends in real life but I felt really close to them and it was kind of like a halo met anime and stuff. Well they were protecting me because I was injured and knocked out but by the end I was alone and everyone was dead and when I woke up I was crying and I felt alone and guilty.

  14. elijahradke June 13, 2016 at 11:58 am #

    Last night i just had a dream about some sort of war, as i was leaving my house for work a huge plane flew over with its left wing on fire a fighter jet was chasing after it as the huge plane crashed i can see the explosion on the horizon, i looked up into the sky to see what looked like hundreds of jets and planes flying through the sky shooting at each other and dropping bombs and thats where i woke up what does this mean? this isnt the first time ive had this same dream either its happened a few times

  15. Lehjen June 28, 2016 at 4:04 am #

    Just now I had a dream about a terrorist attack of some sort. I had a dream like this for two nights in a row now. I dreamt I was in a shelter or something with a bunch of people and when I looked outside everything was on fire and the whole city I was in was destroyed. I could feel the vibrations of the bombings and I would start to cry when I heard them getting closer. The night before this I had a dream of the war starting. I was at home and I couldnt get ahold of my mom and was freaking out because I kept seeing fire fall from the sky and heard a bunch of bombs. This is really scaring me. I wonder if it has something to do with the terrorist attack that just happened. I live in Florida but not close to where the terrorist shooting took place. It didn’t really scare me either to where I thought it would give me nightmares. I’m also really initiative and I know things before they happen sometimes. I wonder if this is a sign. If so, a lot of people are going to die. And I am on the verge of tears just thinking about it.

  16. DiscoPotato July 29, 2016 at 10:26 pm #

    Well I am 15 and there was a war,people were giving shotguns and submachine guns and backpack with food…I remember that I got some salt and i think a little bit cheese and I got submachine gun.First thing I did was giving food to my family but I dropped because bowl was full of holes but I think that this is not important.Then I headed to the front line,there were 3 mg’s so I killed two guys and I got third wounded,he was crying so I didn’t kill him…Then I somehow got in snowy army base I was fighting hard and I killed about 3 or more guys but then army truck started chasing me and then I woke up…

  17. Alexis August 10, 2016 at 11:39 am #

    I had a dream the other night that was terrifying. I can’t figure out what it’s supposed to mean. Anyway I was given a gun and I had to go into this mental hospital and shoot all the sick. It wasn’t because they were mental it was just because they wanted too. I’m only a 13 year old girl can someone please tell me what this means

  18. Kristina August 18, 2016 at 10:53 pm #

    When I was younger (about 7-8), I had a reoccurring dream two nights in a row. I dreamed that I was in a swamp in the middle of what seemed to be a forest, laying at the bottom of the swamp with my head up, dead at night. I remember that in the dream, I saw a helicopter rush down and two men all covered in military uniforms came out and rushed towards me. At the end of the dream, as they were running up to me, they shot me. It all happened so quickly. After that, I was scared to go to sleep for a while. I don’t know why this came up, but I was wondering if it was just my mind going all hay wire or maybe that dream meant something, especially being that it suddenly came into my mind recently.

  19. Dylan September 17, 2016 at 6:10 am #

    this was last night and im a 16 years old

    so this dream was odd first i was in a convoy of near future tanks and soldiers that were desperately trying to escape an army that reminded me of the kill zone enemies. it was kind of exciting because they were fighting us at random times. the environment was grey with the convoy travailing on a big dirt road. sometimes it changed to open countrie side to travailing on a bridge we finally got to this bridge were a part of the convey i was ambushed captured or killed but this is were the stuffed up part begins. i wake up and i am in a area were their are bodies of naked prisoners of war all pilled up on top of each other making human hills the sky was grey and that video game like excitement i had turned into fear and dread. at the end of the area was were the prisoners were being tortured i dont know how but i new that i would be next if i dont do something. so me being totally terrified and nowhere to go i did the logical thing and lay on a hill of bodies. bad mistake because i started to get more terrified and horrified because because im lying on a hill of bodies. i wake up for real this time and was still terified because my light was turned of and im terrified of the dark.

    ok so i was on this website to see if any one had this type of dream before. not in great detail but similar. this wasen’t all of my dream because then it would turn into a novel and i have to sell the thing. oh and sorry for the poor writing i wasent known for my perfect spelling. and with no luck on finding why i had this dream i want to know if anyone else had this dream as well.

    OK so i just realized that someone has already written a novel sized post but for my sanity of writing so meany words i will tell more of my dream later.

  20. Peta September 20, 2016 at 6:51 am #

    I dream constantly about the seeing an army team who see me and stop the vehicle. I run and find shelter but can see them approaching and know im going to die. Sometimes i wait and hear them approach to find me, Sometimes i walk out to face them. Everytime the outcome is the same. I get shot. Fall to my knees and start to feel weak. It fades to black and i wake up..
    The first few times i dreamt this i woke up screaming.
    I should add i have never been one to watch or enjoy war movies. Mainly staying away because i thought if i ever saw one it would bring them on more.

  21. Caitlin September 25, 2016 at 3:00 pm #

    I had this dream two days in a row. It was about war. There was many guns and swords. It took place in racism. I was trying to have others agree that racism was bad. I had a debate and everything. We were in school, a broken down school. The school that we went to looked terrible. It was falling down and had no color but a dark grey or a dark green. I was shooting people just as people were shooting at me. They had their team and we had ours. In my dream my “mother”, I had no idea who she was. She was in love with a black guy but knew she couldn’t because we lived in the point of life that color was separated. She was white and it wasn’t possible. I went up to everyone that was against darker skinned toned people with coffee(let me explain). I had five cups of coffee. One black, one with sugar, one with just cream,(I think that’s what I called it),one with both sugar and cream, and one that was a demonstration. I had people try the black coffee and they hated it. After, I had them try the other one they liked it more. I said “They black coffee represents black people and the lighter coffee represented us. The black coffee is gross because there isn’t anything added to it. Black people don’t have anything and we whites treat them that way. The lighter one taste better because us whites have things to make our lives better.” I had them try the demonstration. I added sugar and had hem try it. Then added the cream and had them try it. I said “Doesn’t it taste better once you add things. The black coffee is gross. The lighter coffee is better. Just like how society treats us. Nobody likes the black coffee . Like this. When you add to the black coffee it makes things better. If we treat black better don’t you think things could become much better?”. Many agreed with me. The dream then changed into another one where I was protecting my brother. Shooting at people also was in this dream and lots of people where after us. This guy threw a sword toward us and it liked boomeranged back toward us and I put my arm in the way so it didn’t hit my brother. It instead hit the guy who threw it. I was bleeding from the sword and it hurt but I ignored it. The other guy threw a sword and I did the same thing but it didn’t hit him. I ran toward him and took him and shoved him onto the other guy with the sword out of his body and then he died. I put fire around my brother and I or tried to. We ran past the clothes. We were in Walmart. This guy pointed out my brother and I made my brother dunk between the clothes. We ran out Walmart after battling about 300 hundred people but there was still many people alive. We took any car and drove off out of state into another country.

  22. Lane smith October 22, 2016 at 1:16 am #

    Im only 13 and i still don’t understand why I’m having these dreams, i may need help i don’t know if I’m insane or if its something much worse but i can hear loud noises and it’ll trigger a part in my brain to see war again with 0% understanding where I’m at and who’s around me

  23. mlennox October 22, 2016 at 2:19 am #

    As you can see by the number of replies to this post, there is nothing insane about having dreams of war and battle. I understand that violent dreams can be disturbing, but having doesn’t mean you are insane or anything worse! The brain has a cooky way of working out day time conflicts through dreams. Dreams of war actually help you meet the challenges of your waking life.

  24. Josh October 24, 2016 at 10:32 am #

    Had my first dream ever about being in the middle of a battle. It was a war between some kinda Nazi like people against native Americans. I was on the native American side. I don’t remember their being any other ethnicity. I killed a few people and through out the battle would see the love of my life(we are not together anymore). After the fight was over and we were narrowing it down to the last enemies I remember one of them saying “fiddler on the roof”. Everyone gathered around a townhall kinda deal and i went round making sure no one was left and my people were safe.sure enough that was not the end of the fight. As I was searching the building my ex came up to me because her bf at the time thought we should talk. Out of no where another wave came though and i saved her life but was shot by a sniper dead center of my body. Before I died I woke up. No clue what to make of it but I know dreams are important part of life. Tbh was kind of a cool dream. In not racist or anything aha but that’s just how it went. Being honest about what I saw in my sleep.

  25. Edward October 26, 2016 at 7:09 pm #

    Just awoke from a war dream.im in the military (never been)and looking up at the sky I see bombers way up in the sky dropping bombs and guided missiles on us.It takes place on a base by the water,im trying to calm people in panic while trying to get to a safe place myself on the base.I get hit a few times with shrapnel but I keep going for the safety of others.It is in modern times and not everyone runs for cover.I get an order to go and find the boats where the bombs dropped and see the existent the dammage.I find myself running through town with a woman in the military also

  26. Sabrina October 30, 2016 at 2:12 pm #

    I legitimately just had this dream but it was with ISIS and it was like they doubled in numbers and started taking control of the country. I feel as if I dream about the future because every time I have dreams about such events that are very unlucky they seem to happen. And right before this attack there was a tsunami and as soon as we were in the shelters the attack started to happen.

  27. Madz November 15, 2016 at 10:51 pm #

    I dream very vividly and retain most of what I have dreamt. Last night I had felt horror as a sudden dark thunder cloud rolled in. Me and my father were getting our four wheeler under are porch cover.( we live in the hills for the info). As I took a break a got a chill maybe from the ominous clouds. As I looked up I started to shake in confusion “what is that!!” I scream in horror in direction to my father. The sudden surprise of my high pitched squill. My dad didn’t hesitate to join. A giant air ship flew right ahead so large I could only so the nose of it from over my house. It took over the skies as I ran to the road for a better look I stared motionless. I waited till it past some clear skies showed and only the rear was seen. My dad screamed in fear as he yelled for me to go under as shouting and scream were heard. Bullets and thunder echoed through my body hesitant to the sight of unusual crafts rained ahead white and thin like a military craft like airplane or bus. I ran to under my front house cover falling to the floor to see one crash not far away. Then I woke up ‘sorry’

  28. David November 30, 2016 at 4:33 pm #

    so when I realized I was in a dream I noticed that I was in some kind of boat carrier. and there was a bunch of shaking and I remember looking around and there was a bunch of people in this boat carrier with me. And then I noticed that we were storming Normandy and things started to fall into place. In my dream we skipped and then we were in this Airfield taking it from the Germans. We were outnumbered three-to-one because someone gave us bad Intel. We were outnumbered and you know shit was hitting the fan and somehow just somehow we broke through their defenses and started to get a little momentum and we used that momentum to get a threshold in the battle. Then the Russians came in and took all the credit.

  29. Rj December 17, 2016 at 5:49 pm #

    I just had the most vivid dream I’ve ever had . Started off in a place and with people I don’t know . We were all gearing up , I was told my memories had been whiped (bourne shit) next thing I know we are in a office building taking defencive positions , all the Sudden the guy it charge tells us get ready . We’re all rookies, a few enemy’s come bursting through the door , we cut them down as we are all huddled in one room aiming at the door , I start screaming I’m going to fukin kill you , next thing I know they’re are dogs in the room , I remember thinking “that’s odd” then the dogs start to beep , I sprint to the far corner and take cover , now all the senior officers and people in charge are dead . Some girl is panicking and she shoots herself in her head , I’m still taking cover aiming torweds the center of te room , more enemy come in, 2 more friendlys drop one screaming , I aim and kill 3 , I start thinking everyone was right, war sucks and war is very real , I don’t want to die I don’t want to die , then I wake up , breathing hard but steady , as if my body also thought I was in combat .